I noticed something

What was it
I was writing
Something


But i
Can't
Figure
Out

How I
Was going to
Say it.


Need a buzz.

Need a strong
Buss

I just don't
And can't really be okay.

Opiates

That's the ticket.
Barbituates
The ultimate
Low!


To be that high
And low
At the sametime.


Swimming in the
Fluid underverse
Of my psychē


The absolute
Disconnection.

It's been to long.
It should be now.

Floating in alternate
Realism.

Unimaginable creations
Of the subconsious

A txt
An old
friend

Is that even you?

You look diferent.


I still need a buzz
A friend helps a little

My pixie
Vanished
Gone

Not seen or heard
Gone.



Good night
Sweet
Prince

We are nearing

10000 page loads

Blank post

Blank

Completely
Can't focus

Unable
Thoughts all
Blurry

Not enough
Blank and cruel

Breathing
Casualty
Of
My own
Psyche

Crimal
Millitant
The mind
Of
A
Mad man

I should be
Letting my
joy
Coagulate

Clear my

Try to

Can't.

Golden
Eyes.

Deprived,

Too far

To feel.

Veritas
Aequitas


Lost
Truth
Wish
Justice

Instead
I don't know how to do it

Being
Trying
Needed

Can't.

Not
Capable



What can
Should
Will?
To

How do I
Know
Figure
Complete


Disbelief
Lost
Unknowingly floatig