Stupid so stupid

I really hope
Maybe one day
Life will be
Okay again

It was dumb
Doing what I did

And now it's
All wrong




How will I know it okay again?





I hope it's soon




Snow and cold
Just like the
Weather

It's all diferent now

What I did
changed it forever

One day
Somewhere
Can it be again?

Miss something

I really
Did

And now I can't
Get it back

Then again

I don't even know what I'm Doing.


I want
My son

I want
My picket fence

I want
The dream

I have
...:

Well what do
I have?

I need
Everything
That's lost.


What ever
I do

I hope it kills me