Well I have realized a few truths in the last nights sleepless thought of anxious pain.
The first of which is that I do not feel like I should about someone I AM in love with... its just not a strong enough love for me to try any more, I MUST LET HER GO !
second; I know who I do love enough to try VERY VERY VERY hard to show that too in hopes that it may not be too late...
third; Loneliness sucks... I woke up at like 830, after about a total of 3 hours of sleep, and just laid there until 1130 not wanting to get up and face the day... then I wrote this and went out
Peace...
P.S.
You know who you are and I am unequivocally in love with as I have never felt before... you have always been there for me through think and thin, through good and bad, you care more about me then any one else and I love you deeper then I ever thought I was capable of loving any one.
