Miss something

I really
Did

And now I can't
Get it back

Then again

I don't even know what I'm Doing.


I want
My son

I want
My picket fence

I want
The dream

I have
...:

Well what do
I have?

I need
Everything
That's lost.


What ever
I do

I hope it kills me

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Blank

Completely
Can't focus

Unable
Thoughts all
Blurry

Not enough
Blank and cruel

Breathing
Casualty
Of
My own
Psyche

Crimal
Millitant
The mind
Of
A
Mad man

I should be
Letting my
joy
Coagulate

Clear my

Try to

Can't.

Golden
Eyes.

Deprived,

Too far

To feel.

Veritas
Aequitas


Lost
Truth
Wish
Justice

Instead
I don't know how to do it

Being
Trying
Needed

Can't.

Not
Capable



What can
Should
Will?
To

How do I
Know
Figure
Complete


Disbelief
Lost
Unknowingly floatig