Christmass is going to suck

I'm going to HAVE to be at Christmass dinner with my Mother and Grandmother.... I'll be there with out my son, with out my Girl, with out any of the people that I can deal with when I'm going through some shit..... Pray for me , Pray that I don't end up killing my family... or end up walking off and not coming back, or just act like a dick head and then drink until I an incompassitated and in capable of doing any thing more then rank and curse... Fucking pray bitches..... MARY FUCKING XMASS ITS JESUS BIRTHDAY SO GET OFF YOUR HEATHEN HINDU ASS AND FUCKING CELEBRATE !!!