Miss something

I really
Did

And now I can't
Get it back

Then again

I don't even know what I'm Doing.


I want
My son

I want
My picket fence

I want
The dream

I have
...:

Well what do
I have?

I need
Everything
That's lost.


What ever
I do

I hope it kills me

Somethig odd

Even as I write this
I'm really not sure
What could that
Be about?

There was
A bunkhouse
Back then

A flat tire
A wheel
And something
Wrong

So why now?
What would bring
That back



Oh how the
Past can return

That one
That's gonna
Be more then
One

I will have to
You and they
Belong
In my story

You are part of it

Kinda odd
You're not in
It yet

When will I
Ever be able
To finish
Reithoffers chapter


Can I even
Write it

Or am I
Scared

It was so awful
What they
Did

But it should
Be told I
Guess.



To be continued