Who knew

3 years now... Well almost that is.

I never saw it comming
A freight train
I was flattened with just a smile

A beautiful smile
Firey
Confident but somehow fragile.

So wanted
Needed
But lost


Once again alone
I travel
Light
Money
Drugs
Friends
Party
Missing
A phone

A tilt a whirl

A new beginning
I took the chance
Everything I ever loved
MINE again
And free
A new town
Home.

I loose sight
I loose will
I misunderstand
I let it go
A plane
A lost identity along with it.

Por siempre' I say
We part
You fly
I die.

I'll never live again

A downward spiral
A lost job
A home with it.

Another new
Town
Job
People

Still lost
Still

A fight
Hate
Drugs
Kids
Work sex
Sex
Sex fighting
Another fight

Vacation
And a carnival

A bus
Some scooters
A bunk
A L C O H O L!!!

Teardowns
Setups
Lights
Music

A fight
Alcohol

A bus
A friend
Old town
Old people
New people

Across the hall
Fun fun fun
The Internet
A clown
Alcohol
Alcohol

A friend
A bus
A person
A new
A nother

All the same
Always lost
Always remembering
Always your name