Now in the present

Here i am
Never giving up

A job in a
South town
A house
On a snowy street
A thought

Another bottle
"maybe I'll forget..."
I think
"to remember"

More days
More work
More loanly
More vodka
More ... Bullshit

A new season
A possabolity
A choise
A person

A firmiliar city
A lake
A hill
A street
Another south town

A choice
A desision

Pills
Not for me
Passed out
Not me

I just drink

Alot

A remarkable human
We talk
We laugh
We lo..
We never

Say it
It's understood

But still
My soul is lost
And
So
Am
I


Im just not whole
I really don't know what to do

Even now, vodka on ice, I really don't know why. What? How? Wow. A little drunk but cohierent.

A cat
A pixie
And a family

My soul
Lost
I must
Find it