Pushed

Away

Probably never see my son
It's too much
It hurts deep

I was given a for sure, solid no
And it hurts

I'm betting he never even misses me
No one will
I'm going

I need the solitude of the midway.
To be completely alone amongst thousands.

Until one day I finally stop
Not until I die

How soon that will be idk
Depends on how long I hold on to the last scraps of a great love and the little hope the they keep alive.


I'm joining another carnival one that will take me far far far away. And no one will ever see me again. Why not right. My family should be my life and I can't have my family. So fuck it. I'll just disapeae onto the road. Anonymously untraceable. Complete ghost. Ghost


I'm a ghost

Kthnxirlpplsbai
And
Hello midway