1.05.2014

Out of No Where

Out of No Where.

It came like fire
Rolled in like thunder.
Hit like a freight train


Reckless abandon?
Yes please, I'll have some of that~


A chance?
? I guess so. 

Very different Isn't this
But very tempting

Stop it.

An entirely different
Time
Place
Planet?


Mountains, cars, trees, shops, people
Seems just like any other.


Why does this feel like such a change?


It's not that big of a deal... Gonna be alright...
It feels so easy, do I know you already?


It makes me feel good
And I feel great about the promise of this. 


Worries of pain
My intentions are true


Protection... Protect it
Safe, safe with me


My muse, lover, ladyfriend..?
More then love.


My heart. Soul. 


When I wake
You're in my arms.


Dreams of red ---r Green -y--
Purple...

            becoming my soul
            Are my heart

All the bad, all the good
You made me feel again

1.02.2014

Words

Words.

Filthy word
Strong word
Powerful word. 

Word about love
Word about fear.

Words of trust
Lust?

Word about creation
Creating a new

Beginning? Ending?

Words are such amazing things. 
Changing
Designing
Building
Destroying


Defining? 
That one is hard though. 
Somethings
Undefinable?

How 
One uses, chooses, and combines 
Words
They define them selves

Intentionally or not
 Word 


Even now these words
As I write them
They hold true power. 


18 months

I have not blogged in 18 months. 

There wasn't a point.

Now it's winter. Bitter cold and snowing. There's more warmth now in my life then in all my years before. 
 
Something changed my soul. Turned it to a shiny blue color. Warmed me up in my frozen world. 

Like fire. 
This warms me. 

I'm afraid to want through the inferno. 
Drawn like a moth to the flame.

This. 
What warms me. 

Inexplicable. Rare. 
I must have this, It pulls me it.

The need for it.

Unimaginably real and starkly gripping. 

The gallantry, a must.

Where this came from? 

                      I haven't the want to ask


Something unlike all others.
Forged of loss and need.

A real woman.



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