1.02.2014

18 months

I have not blogged in 18 months. 

There wasn't a point.

Now it's winter. Bitter cold and snowing. There's more warmth now in my life then in all my years before. 
 
Something changed my soul. Turned it to a shiny blue color. Warmed me up in my frozen world. 

Like fire. 
This warms me. 

I'm afraid to want through the inferno. 
Drawn like a moth to the flame.

This. 
What warms me. 

Inexplicable. Rare. 
I must have this, It pulls me it.

The need for it.

Unimaginably real and starkly gripping. 

The gallantry, a must.

Where this came from? 

                      I haven't the want to ask


Something unlike all others.
Forged of loss and need.

A real woman.



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