Once again

insomnia happens.

I lay here thinking of a time past.
A carnival sport from powers. I cannot recall the name.
A girl I met there and what we did.
I don't however remember her
Face
Name
Anything about her

It was maybe Pennsylvania
North Carolina?

A place I cannot remember
A spot I forgot


    I wrote to "kilo"
That is ken
On a wall


I met someone there
Dale bunked across from me
Her threw the crazy out of my bunk when I was sick one time



Life's a carnival right?? Ride til you puke


I sit thinking of the past
Wishing for sleep as my nightmarish past
Haunts me


All I've done to those
Innocent of my judgement
Used so many
My control of the weak


Survival of the fittest right

I am strong
Minded
Willed
And most of all
I am smart

I control people with a silver tongue


Bending to my will is easy
Beating me if you're a mark
Impossible

This is what I did to this girl
At that spot
I don't remember her at all

What I remember is the control
I made her mine
In every way.


She spent money on me
Satisfied my desires
Let me have her self and her body for my own enjoyment


What did I get for it
A few orgasms?
A wind night out

She even Indulged things
Taboo things

The things she was willing to do

Her mind was weak and I preyed on her
The control was mine in every way

Do I remorse?
I don't think so
I never felt bad

Not even when I made her cry
She couldn't sit down the next day
I forced her to do it
She said yes then begged me to finish fast


The only thing I remember clearly about her
The feeling it gave me when I did it
She's never say no.


Then when I was bored of her I got her to leave
She left the show
Went home.

I went on to the next spot.

Not until this insomnia filled night did I think of her again


iSudo is a monster

merely a text.

She reads and she reads but never dares a reply. That, for her at least, would be a vial sin.

Her mind screams as she opens the text. "No... BAD"
Her heart forces her hand.

Angst.

The internal battle rivaled by no other. For this is a battle fraught with desire and love.

 Neither side winning, losses to great. The only casualties are the innocent emotion with in.

[AFk...]

It's happening

The great AFK

That is to say
Why continue?


Ranked?
3


Two

One.
Time at band camp?

A conflict...
Can't do both.

Have tried. Doesn't work
Too bad

Can has
Do want
???
Profit.

Good girl
Take the shot

You took him out
Nice.
Now clutch

Nice.


Rigt there
That's why I clicked add


Who's next.
We got this

Rekt


Just blowin
Steam

Can has do want.

Must has
But no

Never will we see.

Rekt
Or am I?